how time flies

March 2nd, 2005 by dcwolfe

this was an entry almost a year ago….

Friday, May 21, 2004

survey

Stolen from Mixtress
and in turn
Stolen from dandiggity

1: grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. write down what it says:
J’aime bien les couchers de soleil.

2: stretch your left arm out as far as you can. what do you touch first?:
air

3: what is the last thing you watched on tv?:
High Fidelity

4: without looking, guess what the time is:
12:47 am

5: now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
12:39 am

6: with the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
Me munching on a salad.

7: when did you last step outside?
1/2 hour ago.

8: what were you doing?:
Walking dels to her car

9: what are you wearing?:
Jeans & Death Race 2000 Tshirt

10: did you dream last night?:
don’t remember

11: when did you last laugh?:
During High Fidelity watching Jack Black spaz out. he’s fuckin the best.

12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?:
nothing

13: seen anything weird lately?:
A contraption that you pedaled to stimulate a person sitting on a chair connected to a dildo. I was at the Erotic Museum in Hollywood for a mixer.

14: what do you think of this quiz?:
wish it was multiple coice.

15: what is the last film you saw?:
High Fidelity

16: if you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?:
Cigarettes. and then a Ducati

17: tell me something about you that i don’t know:
I’m strangely attracted to FoBs

18: if you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: Put me and all my friends in positions of power in the entertainment industry

19: do you like to dance?:
Not so much

20: george bush:
Is a monkey

21. imagine your first child is a girl, what do u call her?:
My Anna

22: imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
Deacon Tyler
23: would you ever consider living abroad?:
I’d never want to be a female

The 3nd.

Heart of the Matter

March 1st, 2005 by dcwolfe

To me the poetry in the song lyrics can make me fall in love with a song. The emotions that it resurrects and the ability to travel back to the time when that emotion was so tangible.

This is possibly one of my favorite songs not only because what it makes me remember but because I keep finding myself at these crossroads time and time again. So even if you don’t know the melody, read the lyrics and you’ll feel it…

I got the call today, I didn’t wanna hear
But I knew that it would come
An old true friend of ours was talkin’ on the phone
She said you found someone
And I thought of all the bad luck,
And the struggles we went through
And how I lost me and you lost you
What are these voices outside love’s open door
Make us throw off our contentment
And beg for something more?

I’m learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I’m learning again
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

These times are so uncertain
There’s a yearning undefined
…People filled with rage
We all need a little tenderness
How can love survive in such a graceless age
The trust and self-assurance that can lead to happiness
They’re the very things we kill, I guess
Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms
And the work I put between us,
Doesn’t keep me warm

I’m learning to live without you now
But I miss you, Baby
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again
I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But everything changes
And my friends seem to scatter
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

There are people in your life who’ve come and gone
They let you down and hurt your pride
Better put it all behind you; life goes on
You keep carrin’ that anger, it’ll eat you inside

I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
But my will gets weak
And my thoughts seem to scatter
But I think it’s about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

I’ve been tryin’ to get down to the Heart of the Matter
Because the flesh will get weak
And the ashes will scatter
So I’m thinkin’ about forgiveness
Forgiveness
Even if, even if you don’t love me anymore

                                  - Don Henley